Life certainly has its peculiar and funny ways and it reveals and unravel things in the most unexpected ways imaginable. Things surface that you neither expected, aimed for and/or thought possible. But I guess that is what makes things interesting. Makes life interesting. Then what you choose to do with the new discoveries is an entirely other matter. You can act up on your findings or you can, at least try to, ignore them. What is good and what is bad is hard to say but to quote the movie We Bought a Zoo;

“You know, sometimes all you need is 20 seconds of insane courage, just
literally 20 seconds of embarrassing bravery, and I promise you something great will come of it.”

If we combine that with the quote;

”You already have the NO, so take the chance of getting the YES…”

I think we are on to something regarding how I want to live my life nowadays. The problem is that you can discover things about yourself, as is the case now, but can be uncertain if you actually want it. It is hard when a thought and a feeling has rooted within you to look the other way, to try and think of something else instead of this new discovery. So the question is what to do? What to do? Is it a matter of what we say here in Sweden; Friskt vågat, hälften vunnet, or is it some other path to be taken? Well, this is not the time to rush in to things as I use to. This requires some more afterthought and I will ponder on this a little bit before making any decisions. Mostly because it is as the Roxette song which is the title of this post describes and mostly as the bit of the lyrics below. I know what I feel, just not what to do with it yet…

You don’t know what’s going on, if it’s new or if it’s been there since long, if it’s right or wrong…